I had to take Taylor to the horse farm this morning so she could finish
her volunteer work for her Agriculture SAE project. I took a bunch of
pictures that I will post later on Facebook.
I never realized how much work goes in to having a horse farm! Taylor
wants to do this when she gets older. I'm glad that she has found a
career path that she enjoys and truly has a passion for. I think she's a
natural at this type of stuff. She loves being outdoors! I will do my
best to encourage her and provide her with the experience she needs to
make her much successful in her future endeavors in this field.
The weather was cooler than expected this morning, but it was nice
breathing in the fresh air. Well, that has it's plus/minus affect with
me. Fall is one of the seasons that causes my asthma to flare up. Pretty
much the only season that I need an inhaler.
When I got home I opened up all of the windows to let the house air out. Then, I took a nap. I admit that I slept pretty good!
Fall is coming whether I want it too or not. The way I see it is I get
to cook all of the "hot" foods that I don't normally cook any other time
of the year. Oh, and going to the mountains to see the pretty fall
colors. :)
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Friday, September 30, 2011
Been a While....
I'm dusting off the 'ol blog once again. Maybe I will keep it updated this time!
I was just going back and reading all of the updates that I posted about Mom's progress. I totally forgot that I had done that. I'm a little sad right now after reading all of the posts. But I've also been a little emotional the past few days. I've been thinking about her A LOT lately. Yesterday was a pretty bad day, almost unbearable. It's getting to the point to where I can't even go next door that much, or inside the house anymore. If I do, I stay outside.
I went over there today by myself since Dad and Kim aren't home. I went in their closest and looked at her clothes. The black jacket she wore on Christmas, I held it for a few minutes hoping her scent was still there. I can't smell her anymore. I'm afraid I'm going to forget her voice and that makes me so sad and so angry at the same time.
I'm glad that she is pain-free and in a better place, but I'm just so mad at God right now for taking her away from us! I'm really having a hard time with my Faith because of it. I haven't stepped foot in a Church since she passed away. I know in time this will pass and I will ask Him for forgiveness, but I'm not ready right now.
I was just going back and reading all of the updates that I posted about Mom's progress. I totally forgot that I had done that. I'm a little sad right now after reading all of the posts. But I've also been a little emotional the past few days. I've been thinking about her A LOT lately. Yesterday was a pretty bad day, almost unbearable. It's getting to the point to where I can't even go next door that much, or inside the house anymore. If I do, I stay outside.
I went over there today by myself since Dad and Kim aren't home. I went in their closest and looked at her clothes. The black jacket she wore on Christmas, I held it for a few minutes hoping her scent was still there. I can't smell her anymore. I'm afraid I'm going to forget her voice and that makes me so sad and so angry at the same time.
I'm glad that she is pain-free and in a better place, but I'm just so mad at God right now for taking her away from us! I'm really having a hard time with my Faith because of it. I haven't stepped foot in a Church since she passed away. I know in time this will pass and I will ask Him for forgiveness, but I'm not ready right now.
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